Misunderstanding all you see.
besides
the general health problems that relate to smoking cigarettes- i love them.
They are the moments in my life- the ones of solitude- that allow me to enter an out of body experience to appreciate life itself and the environment around me.
Sunday Jun 6 @ 03:18amControl and family complications
To start off, I was going to write this allocation in a private writing space where i keep all of my personal problems. It is and underlying fact, a rule per say that know one really cares about another’s problems.
Now today i have again made aware that i have personal family issues that in my perception i interpret that others, like myself, would not be able to Control the way that i have controlled them, with calmness and acceptance. I perceive that when most people find themselves in an issue concerning one’s own family they tend to over react and think the worst of the case scenario. One thinks that they have it the worst- concerning their own family issue in comparison to other family problems. At times i catch myself thinking the same ongoing thoughts when ever a family issue arises to its up most extraordinary peaks. When these thoughts arise- I always step away and think that life is not suppose to be some perfect picture. Yes, i have problems- in every aspect of my life (love, family, work, school), but, let us face the facts, who doesn’t?
Who, everyone in this living earth, doesn’t have their own problems in each aspect of their own life. Life is about the choices we make when put in situations sometimes to difficult for one’s self to handle. I have a hard time balancing my own problems, but who am I, the one boiling in my own thoughts and problems, to judge everyone else’s problems by thinking that i have it remotely worse than the next person? That is something that i do not like about the human race. Humans that day in and day out are constantly complaining and posting up on their social networks how they are “done” and that they are “tired” of being the state they are currently in. I am the type of person that instead of bitching and complaining about my personal issues, that 98% people do not usually care about, I try a way to handle, solve, or uncomplicated them. I physically DO something to change the matter- or at least i [t r y].
Control is the keyword. Life is about perception, control, and the handling of.
-Lillian
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